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Kiddo

by Brendan Steere

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frey3d so heartbroken but still looking for paradise Favorite track: Cheerleader Thing.
Carolime
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Carolime The pure unhinged feeling of joyful despair really encapsulates what 2020 was about Favorite track: Theme from "Kiddo".
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nkghidorah Inspires feelings of odd nostalgia for experiences I've never had. Pure beauty indeed Favorite track: Keep It Casual.
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1.
Fuck U 01:48
You know there's times I miss your dad In the mornings when he'd always get so mad He'd yell at all the kids Because none of us knew the things he thought we did There's times that I miss you But fuck you You're the one who left me alone You're the living end I trusted you I thought you were my best friend, But you're nobody at all You know there's times I miss your mom She knew always knew just what to tell me when things felt wrong When I called after you broke my heart she told me to let it go She always seemed to know that I'd miss you But fuck you You're the one who left me alone You're the one who did the end I trusted you I thought you were my best friend, But you're nobody at all
2.
Smash em up don't look back drunk on the beach I got news: I wanna take you sailin! Steal a boat petty crime don't stop till we hit Honolulu While the headwinds are prevailing Ripe is the fruit that we choose Free to consume while marooned Oh, to be 22 again! You taste like sin But you look like Kate from Lost And I know I'm a fox and you're the hen But you love this cock, and we'll work with what we got Until 23 is gone Soft lips steady hands you never bleed but you bruise You're sweeter than a plum whine Marked up on your neck, visible to all who peruse The season you were just mine Hands in your fur interlude Only feet from our friends. Major mood. Only for the summer we were undercover We could hardly tell the truth Because when you commit to a new lover They're the only other That decides how much you lose, I remember when the winter snow clouds loom I only wanted you to feel your freedom bloom My heart belongs to you, forever.
3.
Internet famous, I wanted it all Tweet out a picture, at my beck and call Are a million gorgeous headshots And they all want to be a movie star I am single - never been here before Hey cutie, are you looking for a job or rapport? Don't make me fuckin' Weinstein - I will not become what I abhor But damn it's really lonely in the long long nights I need you to know that I'm terrified So heartbroken, but still looking for paradise Tell me plainly what you're gunning for Speak my language, I don't want to hurt you, To haunt you.
4.
Sativa 02:40
Encore inside of the weed store What is alluring is the way you say my name Talk more, I'm begging for your chords Another carol destined to have your refrain You're too close! Oh, Sativa! Sell me drugs And banish me to every lonely place In LA Hajimemashite what music do you like to play? Been trapped inside of late All owing to the fuckin' plague It's just a crush and I know it's just your job but you're close! Oh, Sativa! Ring me up Peel off your mask so I can see your face concentrate. Once more, in sight of the weed store I know it will not happen, but you numb the pain You are close Oh, sativa Help me out Girl I want ya in my phone Help me to survive the season I shave my face now for a reason You're the brightest moment of my day.
5.
Check Yes 01:10
It's 8:00, and Bondarchuk, you got me feelin somethin Oh this is rough, I've had enough, but I'm still drinking some Canned wine I bought while high to hold me through Oh little miss, how bout a kiss, how bout a picture of ya? My vision's blurred but cellular screens are still shining bright And I will make the most of feeling loose Cuz baby I've got nothing to lose There's no escaping the noose: I've got your number and an unsteady truce Check 'yes' for substance abuse Did you enjoy my oversharing? Another caring friendship ruined by
6.
Platonic tinder date went hot And for the last two months you've been hanging on my wall Telling tales about your mother, and your year in Eritrea And I've soaked it up like the world's hardest sponge But the age difference is rough How did I ever let it get this far? You're brand new and I'm retired: you don't remember 9/11 And I was born when there was still a Berlin Wall Oh my girl, what are we doing? Soon you'll be another ghost inside my heart Tattered flags, the South Loop ruins I can't tell you that I love you, but I'll sing it in this song until I sleep Oh my god, we fucked this whole thing up I wasn't born to keep it casual at all Cuddle up: I'll call you "Kiddo" And I won't loosen my grip until you finally find a place that you'll call home.
7.
Hold me till I sleep Tumbling monuments But I still believe Old forgotten needs Caught up in parliament Unleashed as a dream I need tenderness, devotion, humanity Put your fear on airplane mode and talk to me Total quarantine Clings to your vetements My virus queen Take the time you need History happens every day that you breathe I need tenderness, devotion, clarity Put your fear on airplane mode and talk to me You hold catastrophe To your heart, how can you breathe? I'll watch the news as you can get some sleep.
8.
Put your legs up, rest them both upon my knees Quiet domesticity is what I crave I need you to tell me what is good today Help me celebrate the joy that I can't taste All my days just fall away Girl, we got a cheerleader thing going on And it drives me wild I watch you land on your feet again You don't know the person you were born to be I can help you laugh through all your guilty rage Watch my hands and I'll reveal your destiny You didn't fight so hard to die inside a cage Cloth and lace leave not a trace Girl, we've got a cheerleader thing going on And it makes me smile I watch you land on your feet again I will fight for your smile Show you your life is so worthwhile And if you stumble I will be there Tossing you into atmosphere Just to watch you land on your feet, again
9.
If you wanna talk then we can talk But I don't think that talking helps us out As we both try to find a way If you wanna stalk, then you can stalk But social media was only made to breed Resentment lust and pain Even in the brightness of the day And I don't claim to have any real answers But my memories stay alive I will crystalize Every lovely image of your face And keep it locked inside my heart forever I don't care how you spend your days I'm not in this episode, I will not watch your movie when it plays But I really hope that you're okay Just don't tell me anything I need this time to decide my own way Even in the darkness of the day And yeah, it's strange You weren't here for long, but all my memories stay alive I will crystalize Every lovely image of your face And keep it locked inside my heart forever I know this place It's when we napped next to the cat And your eyes lit me aflame So blue and grey I brushed against your Maine tattoo and I knew you loved me My memories stay alive I will crystalize Every lovely image of your face And keep it locked inside my heart forever.
10.
Picture Us 03:56
Online dating always waiting form a straightneed queue Juliana Jordan Isabella Clementine :) Disappointments, massage ointments, clean off in a shower Everything was pointless till we met at 'Idle Hour' bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum I wouldn't mind to be the last of my kind So caught up in you All the time Picture us two! Picture tonight! Cuz I wanna say that we could have this every day, So caught up in you When you smile Picture us two Picture awhile. Planes and bikes, and superlikes and meaningless cliches Is anybody on here that I'd want to stay till day? Then you descended, summer mended every broken thing Raise up like a chapel, let the holy church bells ring bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum
11.
So how's your mom's place? Is it everything that you remembered when you took off from LA? I can't believe that I miss you I'm a walking cliché But in moments like this, would you expect me any other way Except stoned, on my couch, asking Jesse "Am I underground?" Whatever the fuck that means Stuck in the lost and found Of my thoughts as I fall asleep You're the holy fount That I pray to when the nightmares cut too deep You help me start the week And sure, it's all bad "Will we or won't we or might we?" I told my mom and dad I know you talk about me, too My girl, we're stuck like glue And the distance is torture, it distorts what we want to do Cuz I know you want it, too. Even if we're underground Telling ourselves it's a pipe dream Till the thorny crown Descends onto the ones we will marry I'll keep my arm around Every complication deep inside my heart And still it'd be nice When you're only ten minutes away again And the only advice We heed is our chemistry As we watch spooky shit, alone On my couch, deep in the evening And we both might be stoned Or just happy to be Next to the one We want.
12.
"caroline, please kill me" originally performed by coma cinema from their album blue suicide

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released December 14, 2020

written and performed by BRENDAN STEERE.
produced and mastered by JESSE NEBLING
total runtime 30 minutes and 22 seconds


dedicated to BRIDGERS, MITSKI & KIDDO herself.


all songs and lyrics by BS except for "theme from k." which was originally performed and written by Coma Cinema under the title "Caroline, Please Kill Me".


special thanks to blake, free, alex, alec, nora, Jordan Mal Jes Mads & Abby, greg & alyssa, Jesse & Vreni, the smash mouth bois, turitses everywhere, pat, xan, feli, ash, my family, johnny & Nati, matty & mandy, cheddars & yuri, carissa, lorenzo sara paolo manuel, shannon, the VelociPastor fans, the Free Parkas et alle anderen.


recorded in brodheadsville PA & pasadena ca.
COPYRIGHT 2020 BRENDAN STEERE WHERE APP.
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Singer/songwriter from awesome alternative rock band Free Parking!

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