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The Agonist

by Brendan Steere

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kaynejacques Brendan and the boys knocked it out of the park with this one, this rocks front to back. Fuck U2. Favorite track: Adelaide Kane.
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tyko Exactly what I’ve been missing. This is wall to wall bangers. Great songs as usual, with excellent support via the Oblio Bro’s. There’s some bomb the music industry! Vibes to the arrangements/noisier sections that are sick af. Favorite track: Joan of Arc//RUINER.
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1.
shouldauldacquaintancebeforgotandneverbroughttomindshouldallacquaintancebeforgotindaysofauldlang--)) ))) ) Thirty long years spent feeling insane blooshot summerwet Adelaide Kane Thought I'd die by 29 on a sword But here I am: terrified, crying, and bored Always a battle dear, always mistakes Violet lover - Veronica Lake Take me in your arms, darling I have been told I'm of marrying age No matter what it takes, I'll always set a place at the table For you. Scarify my thigh, tatto'd your name cannonball summersalt Adelaide Kane The audience is a providence that Just might not remain A flower can't be blamed for sun it cannot reach Masks in pockets in Atwater, sunlight on the beach Of you. I don't need the fast-receding invite to your heart Always there with auburn hair and punk rock in my car Hold my train, I'll set the pace for when I want to start again With you.
2.
I am so bad at meditation Consternation greets my every mood Knight of Swords: an award for chasing what’s new (like you) So we sit and think about it As if we’d figure out what Two young people who like each other Are supposed to do. Send up a flare when you have divined the truth. Cuz I know how to be sober when there’s trouble on the way I keep shuffling but every single card just seems to say: “Hey!” And I know that there’s an order to the parts that we all play I keep shuffling, but every single card just seems to say: “Hey, Maybe don’t do this?” I am so nervous with attraction Test my accent: look for vowel cues Major Arcana, I wanna see what we could do (If we’re new) Cuz I wanna talk about it But I can’t figure out when I’m save-scumming to find a path that’ll lead to you To you. Cuz I know how to be sober when there’s trouble on the way I keep shuffling but every single card just seems to say: “Hey!” And I know that there’s an order to the parts that we all play I keep shuffling, but every single card just seems to say: “Hey, Maybe don’t do this?”
3.
H Darger 02:13
Come with us and you will see That there is only poetry I’ll ask you upon bended knee To never leave my side Through the nights and all the days These feelings never fade away And yes, the girls are all okay Inside their gilded cage I write them everyday Christ, love! Let me in your heart Bad blood! Fortuitous and strong I’ll never leave you alone I’ll never leave you alone.
4.
I’m gonna put you on the back burner But you shoulda known it was me from the start Baby, you’ve always been a head-turner But it is your smile that’s keepin me warm Why do I choose to love your pride? My little Joan of Arc Allied to your vocabulary Let’s hang the moon from the stars And you know I am a fast learner I can canonize every step to your heart I’ve been acquitted for my past murders I don’t give up easily when I am caught Humbled, I try to memorize the lines of your Venetian disguise. The one that leaves me blinded when you Cauterize me with those eyes. Kingmaker, heart-breaker, every day I’m wondering Why do I choose to love your pride? My little Joan of Arc Allied to your vocabulary Let’s hang the moon from the stars Because I'm tied to the way you prosthelytize Ma cher pucelle, my Joan of Arc Denied by your constabulary You hold the keys to my heart I guess I’ll always be a late bloomer You can canonize every word of my art And I will call you what you are: ruiner. But every evening I’ll be on my knees praying Why do I choose to love your pride? My little Joan of Arc Allied to your vocabulary Let’s hang the moon from the stars Bc I'm tied to the way you prosthelytize Ma cher pucelle, my ____ __ ___ Denied by your constabulary You hold the keys to my heart You hang the moon from the stars
5.
Yoga babe, zero follow through Why do you gotta tempt my brain? Sipping hard on your Jamba Juice Your spills never seem to stain and I never try I just fix my gaze away from your eyes onto the surface of my plate I eat so unhealthily -_- Yoga girl never speak to you Oh, do you ever even train? Posing hard on the electric-blue of the newest screentop craze And I never try I just walk away from the lines taped on the floor of your Echo Park cafe Oh, what would I even say?
6.
Pure Beauty 03:37
Clean up your makeup, unleash yourself at dawn All of your judgment isn’t noticed when your legs are so long Horrible creatures, you never play along You’re never questioned you are mentioned, you love walking alone Even pure beauty protects itself with thorns A lively witness, you never leave you alone No need for redress, no one to greet at home It feels so empty but it’s better than forsaking your soul And time keeps creeping, life seems to crawl along No one can penetrate the fortress you have built in your heart It is so lonely, you tell yourself your strong Cynical teacher, you never leave you alone Take off your makeup, run the shower cold No one to trust no one to touch no one to do you no harm Curl up with Netflix, the flow is soft and warm What is the answer or the question why were you even born? The only lover who’s never left you scorned You’re only human, why do you hate your form? Even pure beauty protects itself with thorns A lively witness, you never leave you alone You never leave you alone.
7.
Oh, J-Dawg, you never let me down So I'm always draggin you around Every time I've got to flush it out God and glory and your Texan life Will you ever be somebody's wife? You make the smallest moments shine I've been crying, I've been trapped alone It is a blight I've been navigating only aided by the light Of my cigarette Every single one of my regrets Tommy Boy, you know it never ends All this buzzing that's inside my head Please just let it stop when I am dead You pose counterpoints to all my angst And we pick over the dead remains Of every single kiss I ever gave Chemicals might make the walls seem less like a birdcage Parrots, Pasadena, I've been haunted for an age When does it all end? Will I rise or will I descend?
8.
Here’s a protip for this life, I’ve learned it all myself: You gotta be a shark, man Cuz every second you spend enjoying a moment well that’s fine But you could be saving Don’t be lazy, no excuses By the time that you hit 30 you’d better have a wife Otherwise no kids Cuz every second that you spend alone is wasted time Do you have no friends? I guess that I always feel this Don’t be lazy, no excuses Chill out guys, I probably just need Sleep Don’t be lazy, no excuses All of my mistakes feel like they are capital crimes I feel like a failure But if it’s wrong to live like this, I’ve wasted all my life I’m calling the jailor I guess that I always feel this Don’t be lazy, no excuses Chill out guys, I probably just need
9.
O Jesus Christ just fuckin shoot me I’ve got nothing figured out There’s all these problems in my noggin That you solve when you’re around You’re doing long division backwards And you count it in your head Why Would I sit inside my pit when I could Hang with you instead? Plug the light in, illuminate the room A thousand watts when you say that I’m cute So come along out to the highway, We can sing inside my car Tell me about your workplace crushes And how likely that they are Oh, Scottish girl, you’ve got me dizzy Got me fuckin up my rent 97 was sure a good year to be born Later on when we retire It’s your voice that makes me grin Let’s light a joint and let the evening go Wherever it will end All of my problems, yeah you solved them But they’ll come back in the day Newly equipped with all your friendship, I hope I will be okay.
10.
I am defective, a broken toy that should have been returned Call the manufacturer and tell them "This man shouldn't drink" But when I'm lonely, it's the only thing that makes it go away Smash cut to another night I call you This isn't okay Thanks for coming, anyway. How I long to be somebody that you could be proud of Brutal symmetry, lost at sea, starting to slip under the waves みんな, I'm so sorry for the way I was made Now that it's over I thank you for the love and for the warmth But I don't have the words in any language to express how much I hate that you'll remember me this way even if just for a day How I want to be something that just makes you feel happy brutal Honesty, mercy please, feelings that just fade into gray Mina, I am sorry for those nights, everyday.
11.
Why do I feel so low all the time? I wish I knew And why do I feel this every night? I just know I do
12.
Smooth Talk 03:15
You are so young, your tongue must be Cotton candy Oh, prove me right! Will you be my love? We can go slow, no one will know About the sexting You are so talented with words, my dove I have a fragile heart when I step into a bar And think I see you But I will drive drive drive to a place Where I can escape the news Out in the sand dunes And I'll get over it I always do Oh, I'll get over it In desert hues Oh I'll get over it And so will you Just don't forget who you're talking to //beau travail on the oceanside. I wont forget those summer nights I loved you Come to my arms, cherrylust I adore you! You are my queen for the next three months But every fairy tale ends I must warn you Just break my neck when you've had enough And all my friends act smug when I step into a room And say I've lost you And yeah I'll cry cry cry late at night When I'm locked inside my tomb Of waifus But I'll get over it.
13.
Fuck U2 01:54
I went to Poland I took in the train I talked to your ghost In the Eastern Block greys I went to Belgium You were right about the lights They lined every road till you got home safe at night I tried to reign in my attitude But Europe ain't the same without you There are no words I can say that will reach you You'll get high and I'll stay low One day soon, I hope I can see you Fuckin' with the Soviets Happy as you can get When I look back now, I don't remember the arguments I just remember my best friend, smiling and laughing And loving her life Do you remember Stargate? Or playing in The Forest till the day was done? The music fest in Paris? They played "Sunday Bloody Sunday" When the game was won. "Oh, fuck U2."

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released April 22, 2022

the band is:
BRENDAN STEERE - lead vocals, rhythm guitar, acoustic guitar
BLAKE RUSSELL - drums, addl percussion
BENJAMIN RUSSELL - lead guitar
FREE HALLAS - bass, addl keyboards
[[[But we all switched around a lot, so check the individual song pages for full details on each recording]]]

produced BLAKE RUSSELL & FREE HALLAS
mixed by BLAKE RUSSELL & FREE HALLAS

all songs and lyrics by BRENDAN STEERE

mastered by FREE HALLAS

Recorded between June 2021 and March 2022 at POINTLESS FOREST STUDIOS in Rancho Palos Verdes, CA and at apartments in Pasadena, CA.


ADELAIDE KANE features audio clips from "Faster Pussycat! Kill Kill!" by Russ Meyer and "Cries and Whispers" by Ingmar Bergman.

YOGA BABE is dedicated to MIKE LOVE and honestly it's what he deserves.

FUCK U2 recorded on Brendan's iPhone on Jun 11, 2019.


Pour ma cher Jeanne, "For Scott", and for Aisling: found, not borrowed.

Hey, Kiddo, look at all this shit we set aflame, together.

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Singer/songwriter from awesome alternative rock band Free Parking!

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